I knew this night would come. and it came too soon too fast.

So OCS it would be. did we see this coming? i dunno..of course..it would be a once in a lifetime experience..but im not sure i would be enjoying it much..9 months..i know it would be very hard for you..waiting for me every minute without seeing me..and it goes without saying..this coming 4weeks will be almost unbearable..i know how much you love me..i know how much u cherish this relationship..and i give you the commitment too..i wont let go..i wont give up on you..

take care yourself when you are off to hongkong k?im really quite worried baby..dun wan you to go partly cus i wanna see you the 3rd weekend..but also the possibility of the H1N1..there is really alot cases..tell me if you do get any vaccination shots..you should baby..of course the trip would be good for your studies..and thats a good thing i wan for you too..but..take care of yourself..tell me you are all healthy whenever i call you from camp..

not gonna see your house anymore!so many memories there..almost every corner of the house..why do i sound more attach and unwilling bout the move than you?haha..like you say baby..mayb you have moved house too much..but we really been through alot there ya?even the first few years of didi's life we have witnessed it there..and from you wearing uniform to everyday dresses..hahaha..i miss you wearing uniform..LOL

ill tell you all the things that will happen in camp..i always do..dont i?hahaha..hope my buddy is a nice guy..now dear..i feel the same as you..i dun wan us to hide our relationship forever..or any longer..i told my parents..and we shall see how things go..i dun wan you to feel down..remember i wont give up on you..i love you jus as endlessly as you love me..you should know and can feel..i prefer seeing you smile baby..hmm?muacks..i dun mind shouldering the pain if i can take it all away from you..i do wad i can to make our future a reality..i love you dear..ill miss you like mad..ill probably go insane without you, my personal brand of heroine..

PS:TAKE GOOD CARE OF YOURSELF PLEASE BABY.you know im always lo so