4 weeks have passed ever since 13th april 2009 came.3 weeks and 3 days iv been spending missing you madly.

Of the few days i get to see you dear,each and every minute i get to see you counts. From the moment i lay my eyes on you, till the minute i step out of your door and give you a last glance, it really feels like heaven to me. absence makes the heart grow fonder, way fonder. but i don't know how we shall last through each others absence for the next 1 yr plus..

army days are fine for me dear. To me, it isin't that tough physically and i can take it. Plus ( A BIG plus), i somehow will automatically stay healthy and less pimpled and grow fatter. I hope this is the case forever, cus i really dun wanna be injured or sick that will make you worried sick. Field camp was shitty but im glad its all over. Now, at least i can talk to you and hear your voice most nights,and after all these rush of events are done, comes the time to slack more. Every book out i book out to spend with you. I'm sorry but i definitely have to spend a few hours with my family updating them how im doing, but i promise you of course, im all yours and i give you all the time i can have for book out. You know all that happens in army so i shall not repeat again to you right dear?hahaha

Let me look into your eyes, let me hold you tight.
Let me see you smile, that sweet smile that makes everything alright...

Baby you, the words you said in your blog, i can tell how much you miss me everytime im gone. Even though you don't hear or see much of what i say, you should know i miss you like mad too. You are not in the waiting list. You're the only one in the VIP list. I call you first, i spend admin time only on you. I need to hear your voice to last through every new day. Not being able to contact you makes me so worried wadever that can happen to you. So now, don't be silly, you are my love, my top concern. And don't go worrying too much about me. I can take care of myself better now, because i don't wanna worry you.

Here's something to cheer you; i'll try to blog everytime i book out, k?

Muacks,
to you my dear Pamela.