after so many years..so many chapters in our lives, i tink its time i come back to this.to a place where i can speak to myself..to arrange my thoughts..



reading all these posts from the past...we have really come from a very long way...so long that we have watched our friends end their relationships and started new ones..friends changed in many ways..new friends that have brightened up our lives..maybe even changes in our relationship..

once from the very beginning..i loved you passionately..maybe too much..maybe too juvenile..because iv never felt such love for someone before..and all i knew was to wana own all of you and share none of you with the world...such a sweet time..such memories deeply etched into my heart..even though you dint really love me..i felt contented..

then there was hurt..and many complications..which are still existing till today..my dear..you undergo so many years of pain with me..sometimes i look back and think..maybe i should have saved you from the torture and not went after you relentlessly after we decided we are not meant for one another..those months of pain..every since then..iv learnt not to cry so easily in front of the public..

when we were back together..when this blog became jus a silly hurtful memory of mine..i felt slightly hesistant..unsure whether more hurt will come for you..however..for some reason or wad..you grew to love me so much..so much that im flooded by your care and pampering..that my love was starting to become nothing as strong compared to yours..nonetheless..you stood by my side always..enduring my limitations..enduring my weaknesses..my inability to be romantic..so much so..you make me love you differently now. I love you. I love you for life. I love you to always be by your side. because you are a part of me.

so many big events past..big fights..arguments with my parents..the arrival of Davin..the completion of O levels..the release of results..(i still remember going with you). moving on to ngee ann and ACJC..my lack of free time due to council..heavy workloads of yours and mine..completion of A levels..travelling with you to dreamlands..release of results..you getting license..



all in all...you have ALWAYS been by my side..always been supporting me..caring for me.bringing breakfast for me.baking treats for me.keeping me company.planning fabulous outings for me. me?iv jus been the same old dear..same old Wei Ting who loves you deeply..but..dully..

i cant say much bout wad iv done for you..cus theres not even anything much worth mentioning..but all these years iv walked with you..its not that iv become bored of you..or bored of our love..or jus being used to you.

You've become part of me. a part that can never die off till the day i die..someone whom i cant live without..

If i'm the shining sun and you are the glowing moon, i would wish to make my life shorter to shine lesser..to be closer to you..to close the distances and differences from you..



Maybe we both have changed dear..but we both still love each other ever so deeply..so dun say that u are not important to me..

to whoever may discover this blog of mine...i am not the angel in this relationship. My dearly beloved Pamela is the one who is truly sweet.sweeter than anyone in the world.because she endures all sorts of rubbish from me..and yet..still love me so much.

who can be more lucky than me?someone whom i love..loves me back even more..



I'm lucky.because of you.