not exactly a long weekend dear? I know there is always insufficient time for us to be together..

At last, we have confirmed the batam trip. From the initial many many ppl going, we have cut down to roughly 7, maybe some of your friends and some of mine. Look forward to it ya baby? we all need a getaway once in awhile, and this mayb the only one till a year to come.

Bmt is finishing very soon..dunno if thats a good thing or not. After all these discussions, its still not down to me to decide what vocation do i go, but. i jus wish it wouldnt be too limiting to my freedom..
i know how you feel. how should a girl be feeling. what if you wait for me all these years, what if you last through this tough period for me, yet it will all be for nothing?it would be a waste of your youth, waste of your years. but please baby, what my mum says or feel, isint what i say or feel. If you feel the struggle, so do i...
we are not trying to compare who is in a tougher position..
you are not forcing me to say, and its not a selfish thing. sometimes,we jus feel the struggle of waiting and hiding..
i know that what i say will not be of use. of course. its only all emotions when i say i love you.and that i will make this forever..