sometimes getting lazy to blog..haha...also nothing to say la...busy all the time anyway...now it has been like this all the time and i guess it will last throughout the year...weekdays all bout sch...weekends bout my tuition and doing hw before going back sch on monday...now with this stupid speech day...each week 3 days cca...but after this there will be no more le ba...thats something for me to look foward to...wonder if i can last through this year and score well for o levels..haha...target is l1r5 6 points...if that happens wonder if im on news...well...it all takes effort...
recently went to movies...like since so long ago got watch...nanny macphee and yours mine ours...quite nice shows...college sweethearts?wonder that kinda thing happens...that you can find back whom you love long ago and be together for your lifetime despite wad happened bfore...that takes alot...love is never perfect btween couples...it goes on only with the yearn to grow it...
confusion seems to set in on me too...wad should be the way of life now i really duno wad to say...but to me...living a materialistic and fake life is wrong...be true...let there be feelings...thats the gift of us being human...thats when love sets in.

tiring day...one practical after another...hols lesson...fun during breaks...can hang out...the wholse ss lesson slacking till sian of slacking...listen to player throughout the whole lesson...still got time draw out piano keys to practise piano on paper...haha...went to mac...again!wah...spend alot on food these days...after that went back sch play bball...cannot tahan the sun so strong...play for 1 hour sweat like hell..good tanning...haha...followed by chem pract and bio pract...fool around cook onion..hahha...smells nice...
took some nice pics at mac ytd...look shuai to myself...hahaha...rarely zi lian...yy help me take pic not bad...on friendster...

hey ting...notice something bout youself?haha...i tink i can let go of dissapointments faster le...cus really cant be anyones fault sometimes...jus that who wan or need something in the moment...tml bball at my house here!mus be on form...haha

why mus life go on this way?isit i do not have the will strong enough to let go?or isit jus punishment from above?aii ni ye mei ban fa...hen ni ye mei ba fa...bu hui dan dan zhi shi ni de peng you...dan you bu neng yuan li...bu neng tai jing...
masks to be worn everyday...whether isit a mus...it jus comes naturally everyday...emotional self surfaces only at times of loneliness or with someone you could trust your heart with...i kinda realise something...maybe arguements were pushed too far...i always thought love would be fine if both try hard enough...but it should be learning to give in well enough ba...some thing that can't be change jus dun worth destroying the love precious...at least to me...i dun believe in forcing youself to have happiness...if there are sorrows...ill let it wash over me and happines will come eventually..bie qu ying cang...bie qu qiang po...hao xiang gao su ni wo yao gei ni kuai le...dan bu wan quan you wo xuan ze...ni shi qu de kuai le...wo que bu zhi dao wei shem mo...
jian qiang hao ma?haha...ke neng shi wo ruan ruo...shi yi zhong xiang jian qiang de ruan ruo...yao bao hu ni...jiu shi yao ni yao wo...haha...crapping...
missing you...like the desert waiting for the rain..

finally got a yes...tok some arguement some hard work...in the end can go to 2b1 bbq plus secret sl's bday party...quite fun...eat abit and cake and jump into the pool...got my pants wet...
had to return home by 11...jus in time la...on mrt me and des and lu sat down...caused the seats to be abit wet with our asses...we then change seat...alama...few people sit on the water...haha...like we very bad...
todays slack day...goto finish all my hw but end up slacking here and there...including now...jus can get the mood to study...like weekend is already the only time to rest...but still goto do work...i know mus do la...so ill do it!
always have dreams...hopes...wishes...dissapointments past me by...learning to accept them...
man man dong de kan kai...aii ni...xian zai jiu zhi neng zhuo zhem mo duo...xiang yao gen duo ye bu you de o xuan ze...zhi you ni neng...
miss time alone with u.

every month on this day, there seem to be the things i wana look back to...to smile or not...i duno...
ytd go mac...maddog nic liang low bao ren lin and me saw chio bu...cannot concentrate do hw...haha...jk...maddog give the face when looking at chio bu...damn funny...stay till 5 plus...sent you home...for since some time ago...the familiar smell...the familiar surroundings...i return back to them for a moment...suppose thats the best i can get...haha...xiang zhao hui bao ni de gan shou...your ability to make me wana lose all for u...

slack day today...everyday recess play bball...am i very solo?paiseh ah...ill try to be more of a team player...today on form!haha...score quite some for the short time...bball...music...friends...its jus how my life can go...